monica chan

I hate how my parents are always ” you’re not suppose to do that” it’s sad that they still think I’m suppose to stay home clean the house and cook and clean up after everyone. When my brother is out doing no good. Working 23 hours with a m-f 6-9 night class doesn’t give me a lot of time to spend at home this winter session its iny 3 weeks long! When I’m not home they want me home. I’m not at home bc I can’t study. So then when i try to stay home & study no one realizes how important it is for me to focus. Always bothering me always telling me what to do. Then all of a sudden my parents are unhappy. Then all the pressure about transferring they think it’s only suppose to take 2 years,yet the classes that I needed had like 3 pre-reqs plus the ones on top of that and all those classes being 5 units. Plus work. What don’t they get that
Brother is not 5 years old anymore! He can eat?he can do his own dishes! He makes a mess? He can take the garbage out! When im home im supoose to clean… If I had it my way I wouldn’t be going to sjsu I’d be getting in the UC system. But noooope I’m a failure bc it’s been 2+ years so apparently to my parents anythin other than cc is good. Fuck,what do I do when staying home means no good grades. But parents are happy. Constant problem ;( always nagging about what I don’t do. I love my parents and all but they need to understand my life and the time I have. Someone needs to put my brother in check. -END FCKN RANT!