23 days till vegas. not sure if im going to EDC. not sure if i can stay buzzed/drunk the whole time im there. might just save my money for a pool party :)
I hate how my parents are always ” you’re not suppose to do that” it’s sad that they still think I’m suppose to stay home clean the house and cook and clean up after everyone. When my brother is out doing no good. Working 23 hours with a m-f 6-9 night class doesn’t give me a lot of time to spend at home this winter session its iny 3 weeks long! When I’m not home they want me home. I’m not at home bc I can’t study. So then when i try to stay home & study no one realizes how important it is for me to focus. Always bothering me always telling me what to do. Then all of a sudden my parents are unhappy. Then all the pressure about transferring they think it’s only suppose to take 2 years,yet the classes that I needed had like 3 pre-reqs plus the ones on top of that and all those classes being 5 units. Plus work. What don’t they get that
Brother is not 5 years old anymore! He can eat?he can do his own dishes! He makes a mess? He can take the garbage out! When im home im supoose to clean… If I had it my way I wouldn’t be going to sjsu I’d be getting in the UC system. But noooope I’m a failure bc it’s been 2+ years so apparently to my parents anythin other than cc is good. Fuck,what do I do when staying home means no good grades. But parents are happy. Constant problem ;( always nagging about what I don’t do. I love my parents and all but they need to understand my life and the time I have. Someone needs to put my brother in check. -END FCKN RANT!
When I’m not home I’m studying or at work. Then my parents get mad. So then when I am home trying to study they get mad because I’m not cleaning up after everyone in the house. And they wonder why I’m always at school or the library. I’m so sick is school and so jelly of everyone doing holiday stuff and posting all these things ;( I have no time for playing and xmas is around the corner. Evc I effing hate u for making Thursday our last day!! I can’t wait for my last final and presentation so I can get in the holiday spirit =|
it’s been so cold today. & otw to work i couldn’t even see :( i was only 3 mins late thank goodness. but driving with the windows down was not the thing to do. & yes it happened for the last time, and its nice to know blasting all the bad on facebook is all you can do. the whole world doesn’t need to know your point of view on things. this is the first and last thing imma say about this,ever.need to get it out somewhere and why not tumblr. its just better to leave it broken than hurt yourself by trying to put it back together. posting things on facebook doesnt really make you look better bc really, they dont give a fuck. bc you get likes? just bothers me bc i know it has to do with me also.we have two sides to it&will never agree so whatever. let it be and u aint no relationship god, bc all of a sudden you act the way you could have when we had it?! the past three and a half years has made me stronger&smarter, so thanks. that’s what ill take out of all this drama.so thanks for leaving me. thats the best thing u could have done for me. -END RANT! #lifegoeson!
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